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Blake Smith's avatar

I have just been introducing my own Zoomer bf to the classic seasons of drag race (4, 5, AS2), so these footnotes seem right to me!

I'm also working on a big essay on Butler motivated by the sense that the frustratingly joyless autistic weirdness of her reading of Paris is Burning is the real indictment of her thinking...she has a theory of performance, but no account of serving...

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Excellent! I disparage scientism as Murdoch does, but I can't deny the power of a good graph. I hope you don't mind if I take the occasion to self-diagnose.

I think "Existentialism (sad)" might be my ego ideal, or maybe my superego, but I'm just not sad enough. I like to think "Romantic Realism" is actually my ego. But (as you aptly observed when you described something I wrote as "Chu-adjacent") I have very strong "Existentialism (horny)" tendencies. When Simone said, "on peut aller à Dieu par l'amour, non par l'avarice ou l'ambition," I thought, "Are you sure!?" thus illustrating the many meanings of "horny." (Surely one can come to God through ambition.) "Dumb Conservatism" at least of the Trump variety is probably the degraded form of "Existentialism (horny)," Chu's and Sartre's commie tendencies notwithstanding. This explains the Nietzschean-to-Republican pipeline in which Paglia, BAP, and Red Scare (also Peterson to some extent) are implicated. (The explanatory power of a good graph!)

If you can identify your shadow by what you most hate/fear in others, my shadow must be "Dumb conservatism with a dose of mysticism" and "Romantic Realism (dark mode)," which latter would of course have to be my shadow! The poets and anarchists becoming priests and fascists: this is the Romantic-Existentialist's nightmare potential. I don't like the reactionary centrists either (most on your list are technocrats), but I grudgingly concede they're probably right about some practical matters.

This may be a hangover from the Major Arcana YouTube/TikTok "spiritual girlie" research, but I'll defend "Mysticism (skimming the surface)"—my anima?—as our time's actual viable version of what Tao Lin is talking about re: dominators and cooperators, hence my advocacy for its middle- and highbrow avatars in late-20th-century peak "multicultural-feminism" texts like Toni Morrison's novels, Neil Gaiman's comics, Jane Campion's films, Tori Amos's music, etc. We were better off when this was what counted as "Dumb Liberalism," though I obviously agree with your Paglia-esque caveat about reading too much beneficence into the Great Mother, as would some of the artists I just listed.

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